Wednesday, December 2, 2015

UPDATE AND DREAMLOGS! (WARNING!! THERE IS SOME PRETTY MESSED UP STUFF IN THIS!)

Hello everykitteh! Clover here! I haven't posted her in furever because I actually furgot how to get into this blog Q_Q OH WELL! I'm here now and that's all that counts :D Okay now on to bigger news! I have Plenty of dreams to write down now so hopefully I remember them all as I write! ...*Furgets everything. haha nah JK!*

Okay, here I go!:

Dream #1: Kyoko the Red Fox Goddess

I wake up in a room of an old Japanese styled building. Yellowing paper walls and doors, floors with a slight layer of dust on them, old torn and sewn futons laid symmetrically on the floor. I was in a corner holding an apple, no surprise there huh? I seemed to have been sick because my body was cold and weak. I heard the door slide open slowly, revealing a white snake yokai in human form. He smiled lightly with his calm blue eyes and made his way over to me, extending his hand. I merely looked at it as I could not bring up enough strength to lift my hand. His eyes grew clouded with worry and his smile grew sad. "Still unable to properly move, lady Kyoko?" It was weird because I've never heard a name said in my dreams, of course I should be more shocked that I was able to see his face despite this being another dream. He picked me up and laid me in one of the futons. My body finally grew warm and I felt my muscles relax, as if they were frozen for so long and were finally being melted by spring air. He seems to notice this so he started petting me head. "Lady Kyoko, if you keep doing this to yourself you won't be able to meet your fiance.." I looked at him shocked. Fiance? I was engaged? How the hell did I miss that? He noticed my confusion and spoke up. "Remember? An arranged marriage was set up for you and prince xxxxx. I was surprised you offered yourself up in exchange for peace." Oh wow, I was a brave person here! After a while of boring small chat he left and I ate the apple. It was pretty frickin' great if you ask me. Soon enough a black cat yokai entered the room. I remember him vividly because of his vibrant yellow eyes. "Hey there 'Lady Kyoko'" I stuck my tongue out at him as he grinned at his own teasing tone. For some reason he seemed familiar enough for me to be childish around him. He simply laughed and laid down next to me. "Still hanging with the snake I see." I laugh and tell him about earlier, how my body felt frozen and I had blotches in my memory. Most dreams I tend to have at least some past memories of what happened in them but this one was a complete mystery to me. He comforted me and offered to stay with me until I fell asleep. After a while I started dozing off. I woke to find the cat boy was gone and the lanterns outside were lit. I felt well rested but the sky didn't seem to have changed at all, maybe I wasn't out for as long as I thought? After eating an Apple the cat left for me I got up and further inspected the house. Despite it's appearance it was rather sturdy and very rarely did the boards on the floor creak. Surprisingly I didn't run into anyone during the time that I wandered around, so I decided to go outside. It was calm and cool. Stone walls surrounded the house and a small pond rested in the center. I sat on the ledge of the doorway and admired the pond. I noticed there were apple trees everywhere, no wonder the apples I ate were so good. Some time passed as I got to know the cat and the snake, ate apples, and admired the pond. Eventually I had to meet with the earlier mentioned prince xxxxx. I sat in a new room I hadn't explored as I waited for him. After a while I was informed he had gone missing. Later I stared up at the starless night sky. No matter how much time passes the sky never changes. Suddenly two white fox spirits show up. As I watched them dance and play together I realized how sad their eyes looked. "Whats wrong little spirits?" They stopped and looked at me. The female one spoke first "How odd, a red fox." Then the male one spoke  "How odd indeed, is she fast, does she have speed?" The female smiled "Wanna see if she can run, a red fox and a young hunk?" then the male smiled "let's see if she can, a red fox will meet a young man." They started toquickly dance away so I followed. They were surprisingly fast. As I ran I tried to decipher what they said "Do they not know how to speak or do they just like messing up sentences?" I sigh I watch them past a hill and out of my sight. I hadn't even noticed I left the safety of the walls of that old building. I quickly hop over the edge of the hill and pant as I gaze upon a large deep blue Ocean. At least that's what I thought it was.I trotted into only to find it was only a foot deep. I walked for what seemed like hours until I spotted a small silver pyramid with a young man with curly shoulder length glowing white/silver hair and the two fox spirits on top. "They she is, the red fox should be his!" exclaimed the male fox "She is here, let's all shout, let's all cheer!" The young man laughed and extended his hand to me "Come here Kyoko, you shouldn't be here." The two fox spirits ran down the steps and past me. I looked behind me to notice that the hill I had gone down was only a few feet away. "How the..?" Just then the cat and snake yokai appear from on top of the hill "Lady Kyoko!! What are you doing there?!" Called the snake. "Hey what the heck is going on??!" said the cat. The fox spirits laughed and danced around them "The red fox had to come, the red fox needs to go home!" cheered the female. "He will take her, then he will wake her!" Said the male as he laughed. The young man walked down to me and extended his hand once more. "Take my hand and I'll take you home. Don't be afraid Kyoko, this is not your world, you have yet to find that, but I will take you to the one your soul knows best." I put my small hand in his and the world around us disappears. He pulls me in for a hug and tells me to close my eyes and wake up. So I did just that. the last thing I heard before I woke up was "If you are ever in need of assistance of getting home, I will be here, waiting for you my dear Kyoko."

Dream #2: The Mansion (short)

I sat in a cold room with thin clothing on and a red scarf wrapped around me. I didn't know who it was but I was waiting for someone. As I waiting the room got darker and darker, colder and colder, until I heard a knock on the door. I quickly opened it and pounced on the person. She looked familiar but like every other dream I couldn't see her face or hear her name. She seemed cheery and kind so I followed her out of the room and down a flight of slippery frozen stairs. The place was dark quiet and cold all over, with no exceptions. When we got to the last few steps I noticed there were other people there. "Hey xxx!!!" They called out to me. I gladly trotted up to them, only to fall on my butt as the place started to tremble. A large Ice monster started to appear so we all ran outside. I breathed heavily as I heard it screech and thrash about. I listen to everyone panting and whispering. I really just wanted to go home so I closed my eyes and say "Please take me home." That's when he appeared. The man from my last dream. His shoulder length curly silver/white hair that seemed to glow blew in the wind as I sighed in relief. "Ready to go home, Kyoko?" I nod and take his now extended hand. Once again the world disappears and I wake up. I'm really getting used to his presence.

SOON TO COME DREAM LOGS:

Dream #3: Wars and Monsters

Dream #4: Wolf Children and Betrayal 

Dream #5: Hacked and Destroyed

Dream #6: Escape from Anubis

EXTRAS:

BONUS! DREAM #0: Love and a Spiked Baseball Bat

Around a year or two ago, maybe three,  I gained a fear for spiked baseball bats. Why? Well, it was this dream that did it. There are giant gaps in this dream that I can't remember for the life of me, but I remember the end very vividly. Everything started off slow. I was a simple girl fresh out of high school, just got a job and met a boy who I really loved. He did everything to make me happy and I did everything to make him happy. This is where I draw a blank. I don't remember how much time we spent together or how much we really knew about each other. I just knew I loved him more than anything. I'd never felt this way before so I was happy. Very very happy. Until one day we're in his car. We were driving down a nearly empty road, passing by maybe two or three cars if we were lucky. The radio played static no matter what station you put it on. My new boyfriend seemed happy though so I tried to keep calm in that Erie atmosphere. He said to me "I know how much you love dark places and tree's, so I thought I'd take you to my favorite place <3" He smiles and I notice we drive past a walmart. I don't know why but that walmart always stuck in my head, was it important? I don't remember. I stared out the window nervously, watching as we drove through a thick forest. The darker it got the more my nerves freaked out. My heart almost stopped when the car pulled up to a house bombarded with parked cars. We got out of the car and I looked around. Everyone was wearing either dark clothing or a hood, so like every other dream I've ever had I couldn't see there faces. I wouldn't have minded if this were a normal dream. I could see my new boyfriends face and my own so I knew I would be able to see the other faces if I could. Before Mr.boyfriend could approach the house I grabbed his hand and looked at him with tears forming in the corner of my eyes. "Please, let's leave.." He looked at me with sympathetic eyes. "Oh come on sweetheart, give it a chance." I started sobbing, causing people to start looking at me. Mr.Boyfriend noticed this and his kind expression faded to a dark one. "Please, I beg of you, I can't be here, something not right it isn't safe here please let's just leave! I'll do anything you want just please just let's leave!" He grabbed my hand and looked at me with serious eyes and a stern voice. "Calm down. You don't understand you need to be here." I cried even harder and shook my head before turning to the car and attempting to open the doors. They were locked so I slowing turned around and looked at him pleadingly. He stayed silent as his expression turned fully dark and his eyes seemed somewhat glossed with sadness. He walked to the car so I relaxed a little, letting myself breathe properly. I hear the trunk pop but don't worry about it. I heard shuffling, then footsteps approaching. I look up from the ground I was looking at only to feel and sharp and thick object strike my neck. I hear bones crack, flesh rip, and blood spatter as my head is ripped off and sent to the ground. I watch as my now decapitated body falls beside me. I hear Mr.boyfriend say "They were right about you. Why couldn't you be just a little more stupid..?" I then watch as he walks towards a group of grinning hooded figures, his now bloody bat dragging on the ground and kicking up dust. I jolted awake before starting to silently cry, my heartbeat racing and my neck sore. I felt as if someone had actually ripped of my head. After that incident I was cautious of everyone, even family and friends, for two whole weeks. I still am but I've calmed down a lot. My biggest fear is that it might actually happen.